Believe it or not, I’ve tried a few times to write something here. But every time I sat at the keyboard, my mind just went blank. After a while, I figured that if I’m going to have an empty head, I’d rather have it while Read More …
Author: kotolak
Where does this silence come from?
“Why are you silent, Lenka?” you ask. Well, okay, no one is actually asking. That’s one of the reasons why I’m not that active online – I don’t think anyone, except for me, really cares about Kotołak. Not that I’m crying over it. Kotołak is Read More …
Buying new toys
It’s time to start moving things forward. Yes, I know I’ve been saying that for a while, but progress is strongly influenced by money. What a damn surprise. Compositionally, everything is progressing, although I currently have some personal challenges that are really making it hard Read More …
Musician or Activist?
In my free time, I browse the internet. The content I consume is quite specific – it mostly focuses on topics like music theory, playing instruments, music production, and the so-called music industry. Sometimes, I also check out profiles of my (former?) online friends who Read More …
Working on the studio and new tracks
Lately, work has been in full swing, and I barely have time to check the internet. Listen, the second track from ‘Co ty wiesz o samotności’ (en. “What do you know about loneliness”) is almost finished. I just need to harmonize the second solo. At Read More …
Work – Studio and Music
It’s been a while since I last checked in here. A lot has happened in my private life. In the public sphere, there’s been quite a stir around the Olympics… and unfortunately, not in a good way. How is it that I, a notorious opponent Read More …
The first track on ‘Co ty wiesz o samotności?’ is almost finished!
I recently received advice to focus on my life. To make myself a priority. Every time a man appeared in my life, I betrayed myself and betrayed my music. The first thing I’m learning now is to keep writing despite everything. Surprisingly, it’s a good Read More …
Kotołak is independent forever!
Some time ago, the overlord Google refused to let me participate in their advertising program. What could I have expected from the overlord Google with its ideologically correct truth and censorship? It’s incredible that by expressing my own views and not using newspeak, I end Read More …
Kotołak – My Occupational Therapy Workshops
Lately, I’ve been feeling worse. It’s due to a lot of things – the court case with the Social Insurance Institution, the disability assessment committee, a romantic relationship that isn’t progressing, lack of job prospects, and a less active social life (which always keeps me Read More …
Unpleasant surprise
I always thought that Podlasie was poorly run and full of absurdities… until I moved to Pomerania. Not that I regret it, BUT… the level of incompetence in the local judiciary and bureaucracy continues to surprise me. I received a call today from an unknown Read More …